Kyle

I had this thought...

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 07:56:44 GMT

I don't really know what else to do, other than write the shit thats buggin me down. I dont wanna complain, I'm usually a person who likes to hear and listen to others, but at this very moment, my frustration need to go somewhere and that somewhere is to whom ever reads this. First off, I hate this thing. Live journal. I can't stand the fact that I can sit here and write what I think and FEEL, and then erase it because I don't know how people will react to it. But thats just it. I dont fuckin care, and thats such a good feeling.

Something thats been bugging me is the fact that I dislike many people in our culture and in our world. Our culture is all about what i have just dimissed. Image. It's all about the way you look and the things you supposably accomplish. Usually in our culture, accomplishing something is when you have lots of money and you buy a new car, TV, houses or 200 hundred dollar sunglasses. accomplishment is everything but that, and it's so sad our culture sees it this way. To me accomplishment has everything to do with the way YOU have become as a person and what you do with your life. Ethics. No one seems to have any. Its as simple as the golden rule: Treat others how you would liked to be treated. Not lets fuck people over, just so I can have an extra buck to buy something that wont even matter when I'm dead. The really sad thing is, is that everyone thinks that the items they posses, are what makes there life "happy." But in all honesty the best things in life are not what you buy to pass the time, but how you spend your time with others you love. Because in the end death may end a life, but it does not end a relationship. But these things you posses don't have feelings, but the people around you do, and you make people feel good, then you have accomplished something.

To me accomplishment has everything to do with how far you can stretch yourself and your potential. If you go through life blinded by all this commodity, your not gonna be able to see the big picture. And the big picture is whats in front of everyone. LIFE. Live your life. Live it with love, live it with kindness, live it with forgivness, live it up. Love eachother or perish.
~K. Lang

Sometimes you just need to ramble on...

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 04:10:36 GMT

Fuckin LJ...
sometimes it just feels right to write...
But For some reason it just seems weird to write down all my inner thoughts/feelings and have them displayed for anyone to read... So ill write those to myself...

shake for me girl, I wanna be your back door man...

eventhough I like to read others... hypocrisy will be the end of me...

anyway I saw "Open Water" tonight and it was a pretty intense movie.. fuckin sharks knawing at you in the middle of the night... F that... but do recomend to watch other people be used as shark bait...

If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you and if the mountains crumbled to the sea, it would still be you and me...

Saw Mr. sterm at the movies. Talked about teaching and he gave me a good idea of trying to become a special ed major along with education... strongly taking it into consideration...

Leaves are falling all around, It's time I was on my way.
Thanks to you, I'm much obliged for such a pleasant stay.
But now it's time for me to go. The autumn moon lights my way.
For now I smell the rain, and with it pain, and it's headed my way.
Sometimes I grow so tired, but I know I've got one thing I got to do...
Ramble on!

Fuckin LJ..

Follow the Yellow Brick Road...

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 07:23:18 GMT

Bite my tongue every time you come around... cause blood in the mouth beats.....blood on the ground....

Halo insanity....16 people = most fun I've ever had.... just have to stop throwin shit..:)

If you haven't seen Wizard of Oz with Pink floyd's "dark side of the moon"... Do it! Don't even have the volume up on the movie, just the music... Fucking amazing, and so much fun... Maybe smoke something before hand... You will love it.

7 leaf clover under my pillow...

another new hat, another late night, and another birthday party... Another chapter unfinished...

but another began...

Cried the second time around...

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 18:31:46 GMT

The best part of being home, stayin up late playing halo and relaxin with good people. Second best, Tanias Pizza and cheesy breadsticks for breakfast. Thanks Grandma Godfrey. Green leather couch's would be Perfect. Maybe a couple lamps, silverwear, pots pans, $10,000 would be nice. mmmmmm Perfect. Thank you for today.

Got to see my nieces and "Miracle" again and did the same thing as when I saw it the first time... Herb Brooks is my god...

Bruce went nuts and bought more weight equipment, wants to maybe knock down my wall to make the whole basement a gym.... I like the idea to be able to use it this summer, but also Like my room...

Planning Colorado out, 24th is the wedding maybe come out before that, the Ritz anyone? Maybe try skiing this time.

Erik is reading that one book, about that guy who left everything to survive in alaska w/ the school bus on the cover of the book...yea that one...funny eh?

I might have to get more Tanias...

I hate cold toilet seats...

He said she said bullshit

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 22:09:01 GMT

Goin home tomorrow... Wooooo... Parents are going to Jamaica aparntly on saturday. So I'll have the house to myself. My "G/F" Kels and Mer will keep me company for the ride. Then its off to slopes to snowboard with Harn Gavin and Dustin.YAAA!!!! Maybe a canadia run, and maybe show mom my tatoo....uhhhh, maybe.

Chaotic McDonalds lunch, Gavin knows everyone...

(4:50:41 PM): no, but we're clOSE.... Seems to be False

Carear fairs Suck... I don't want a one anymore

House shopping anyone?

we can float without water wings and laugh....

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 06:01:17 GMT

Might be goin home, straighten things out and try to get a quote for painting. I just need to get away from here for a little while, before I die. 'Sometime's you have to look at the person for who they are that day, Instead of the image that you have in your head'. Thanks Jay, my good buddy Jay. Need to find a house pretty soon for next year, Dustin Matt tim and I. Wish Next year would just be here already. Wish I could see myself in 9 months as well. I wish I wish I wish. I wish I had made a choice before, wish I didnt need a new surpitean belt for the jeep, wish I had another option, I wish I wish I wish. Funny how you guys are roomates. It figures. With out bad luck I wouldn't have any luck at all. Maybe feeling bad for myself gets me no where. Need a change.

Sun, 08 Jun 2003 00:07:52 GMT

Got a lot of time onmy hands right now and I feel like writting. I went to Canada last night for the first time. It was more then I expected lots of people lots of fun lots of drunkenness and hot body contest .... woo hooo but i gotta go find something to do Imbbored

Sat, 31 May 2003 19:07:28 GMT

SORRY LJ Haven't written in a month I'm back though

Mon, 28 Apr 2003 17:41:07 GMT

Hey livejournal.com how are you? havnt talk to you in a bit... Remember when school is done...welll.... for a week atleast then I got another class, butonly one for the summer. But it's with Dustin so it should be alright... I think today is the day Im gonna get my ass into shape well I have been off and on but the last two weeks iv done nothing.ZERO bc of studies.... fuckin school Oh well..Summer is here and Im happy...should be an interesting summer I would like to see where I am after it is all said and done..... hehehehehe

Tue, 08 Apr 2003 03:25:58 GMT

Uh oh I got my head phones on.... you know what that means... sorry about the random quotes.. hehe. Anyway Today had work this morning got thee at 7:00 and 5 minutes later there was 19 inches of snow...what the fuck! I hate this shit it makes my head go sakjhfksfhaskjh. this quote is very close to how i feel sometimes.... " I wanna heal I wanna feel what i thought was never real , iwanna let go of the pain i felt so loooong, I wanna feel i wanna heal like im close to something real I wanna find somehting i wanted all along... I will never know myself until i do this on my own... I will break away I will find myself today." I had a test today, got an 89% not bad but not an A eh? I need those A's. Took a nap well tried but of course my om sucks and hHAD to vacuum the living rom and started vacuuming me so i would wake up and move... so i got cranky ...surprise. " I am a little bit insecure a little bit unconfident cause " So i cant find my keys.... another surprise I lose fucking everything i gotta start bein more responsible. Work was alright but kids = crazy sometimes ..specially dylan the little kindergardener who does not listen and when you get mad at him for not keeping his hands to himself he turns it around and gets mad at me and and says "fine I m not sitting with you today" and refuses to listen to you no matter what you say. oh man that kid is a hastle. He is probably my favorite kid there because he has his moods where hes so funny and random, and says the funnest shit ever haha One time i was talking to him about power rangers and my supervisor came over and asked what we were up to and he says to her "excuse me this is between me and mr. Kyle, you wouldn't know about it." hahaha ...stuff like that makes me love my job.
I can't wait till saturday when my rents go to FLORIDA!!! party !! The house to myself cept my step sister will be here :/ Oh well
Applesauce sauce is sleepin shhhh, I Think early bed time will be a good idea tonight sense i was up till 2 00 last night...hmmmmm
7159: Why do you have to be at that? some huge deal? you're not even religous!!!!!!
Hmmmmmmmmmm mmaybe not .... 7159: head or other?
HAHAHAHA way to be

I love it when ex girl friends say ...went over to my friends house to play darts it was fun... Whatever just say his name cause i dont fuckin care ne more!! because "i know i will never trust single word you say you knew your lies would devide us be you lied anyway and all the lies have got you floating up above us all but what goes up has got to fall!....and then its all gone !"

Mon, 07 Apr 2003 02:08:12 GMT

My cousin brandi IS THE SHIT! YOU DONT FUCK AROUND HERE NO MORE " I would rather stab them then shoot them" crazyness... but you gotta love her.

Sun, 06 Apr 2003 21:45:53 GMT

Fun night last night. went to jays aunt's house who had a kegger and there were a ton of people there. Drank a bunch played cards, socialized. Free styled on the kareokee machine lol. oh man good times wrestling matches in the snow with the video camrara, jays aunt going nuts. Renee came out talk to her for a bit, shes trying to be Careful with that one guy she wants to take it really slow I dont know. Kate was getting hit on by doug and Warren it was great haha. Her roomate came with us, she seems really nice but really quiet. Stayed up for anther whole night.... which is twice in the last two days.. and went to soccer at 11 30 and im still up but probably not for long...Kathryn likes to talk shit ....it's funny....Udontlike7159: I HAD A 3 SOME LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Udontlike7159: bah... that wasn't really merry saying that...
it's ok merry don't cry
Yea wednesday it is i geuss ... hopefully there will be no P. S. hehehe

#11

Thu, 03 Apr 2003 03:16:06 GMT

Dear Journal,
In case you don't know, my name is Lang face. I'm very excited to have this new internet journal. I have three friends, Meggan, Merry and Kelsey...also Kathryn as soon as she gets one. I like to play hockey and shoot it in the 5th hole while skating in circles. I'm really excited for this summer because they will all be in my county.
Tonight I watched Bachelor, I am so excited for Andrew, he has so many hotties. I'm really sad to see Brooke go, she has sexy short hair, a great rack and a nice dress. On the other end of the spectrum, Kirsten made it, she kicks ass. You go girl. Well I have to go now and polish my pucks.

Thank God the hole is plugged up(b/c I really get the urge sometimes)...
L8er,
Kyle Robert